My Father, friend and lover!
I am sorry for all the pain you suffer,
cause your love & your tender care
is not seen, judged and rejected,
not perceived and not received.
This must tear your heart to pieces
fill you with sadness & tears
give you impression that your heart
doesnīt count, doesn't matter.
How lonely you must feel,
longing to be known,
wishing to be heard,
to share and give.
How deeply you are Love
How deeply longing to live in union
How deeply wanting to be discovered
That still you can forgive
Seeing in me all you desire.
Can it truly be
that You so long for me,
that you chose death to give me life,
that you have put your beauty in me, inside?
I am sorry for all the moments
I didn't see your pain & longing,
I didn't take my time to listen,
I didn't see or feel your heart.
I am sorry that I was not there,
so ignorant, not taking care.
considering you for granted,
blind to the tears you cry,
so longing to be mine.
How could I not wait for YOU?
Not asking YOU?
Not sharing with YOU?
Not following YOU,
but thinking that I am alive
that I know what love is?
Today I want to tell YOU,
my precious Father, friend and lover,
that YOUR Life truly counts,
that without YOUR breath & kiss
I am dead inside.
YOUR heart is indeed my only treasure,
the only source of my life's real pleasure,
YOUR beauty is beyond measure
YOUR tender love my delight
that awakens me, inside
to live for YOU,
Love of my life.
I am yours, like you are mine.
I long to live in union with YOU,
I desire to meet with and discover YOU
I wish to become love & your lover.
Kiss me, hold me, consume me
with your presence and your passion,
share with me your secrets and
satisfy YOUR longing in me.
YOU are the longing of my heart
YOU are my only treasure
YOU are my Precious One
YOU really matter
I love YOU
I care for YOUR heart desires
For YOU I am there.
Your lover, friend & daughter.
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Published on e-Stories.org on 07/30/2020.