saturday february 29

you made my body a playground for your desires
your hands felt like rip joint pliers 
now every inch of my body's on fire
even though you don't wanna admit it you are the falsifier

your friends tried to blame me for the things you did
everyone acted like it was a game and the trophy was my survival
you put the shame on me and made me loose my dignity 
you took my frame like it was your belonging 

now my feelings scream to be felt
because that's what feelings are supposed to do
but I don't wanna let them in
because I'm frightened they are stronger than me 

my body never felt the same after that night
my body feels like a destroyed crite
my mind keeps me awake till daylight
my mind is a gunfight

my skin is revitalizing itself
every 28 days
but my mind doesn't