Ndim Muhanad

A Gentle Killer..

A Gentle Killer..
 
 
Babe..
I don’t know..
What to say..
Except that..
I know..
I’m hurting you..
 
Babe,
I’m seeing you bleeding..
I’m feeling your wounds..
 
When I look at you..
I can see many pains in your eyes..
 
When I hug you..
I can feel a lot within your broken heart..
 
When I touch your lips..
I can hear them screaming..
 
Babe,
I know that..
You are feeling so fragile inside..
But,
I just can do nothing about it..
 
Everyday,
I meet someone new..
I don’t know..
Why..
But,
I just keep on flirting..
 
Everyday,
I kiss a girl..
I don’t know
Why..
But,
I just keep on cheating..
 
Everyday,
I hurt you..
I hurt you so bad..
I know that..
But,
I just can’t regret..
 
Everyday,
I want to scream..
I want to cure myself..
I want to pure myself..
But,
I just can’t..
 
Trust me..
I want to change..
But,
I won’t..
 
Time passes..
So fast..
And,
I just keep on hurting your wounded heart..
 
Babe,
It has was been a long time..
Since,
I saw you for the last time..
 
Its me,
I’m right here..
And,    
I know that you won’t..
Remember me..
 
But,
How do you feel..
At this moment I’m hurting you..
 
Didn’t recognize me anymore..
 
I guess,
You don’t recall any of your old lovers..
Which is ironically..
Coz,
I’m of them..
 
Actually,
I’m the first..
I’m the first to love you..
I’m the first to feel your pains..
I’m the first to be jealous..
I’m the first to miss you..
I’m the first to hate you..
I’m who you called..
The Gentle lover..
Didn’t you remember me..
 
I guess that..
I have changed a lot..
 
Don’t I look familiar..
Don’t I look younger..
 
But,
For sure..
I look stronger..
 
Well,
You know what people say..
What doesn’t kill you, makes you stronger..
 
By the way,
That’s why time passes fast..
 
To heel the wounds..
And,
Think of a gentle revenge..
 
I still don’t know..
How did I fall in your love..
I guess,
I was fresh at that time..
 
Back at my time..
You used to lie..
You used to use the toxic of your lips..
And,
Lie..
 
You used to lie..
You used to be..
A Gentle liar..
 
You didn’t believe in love..
You didn’t believe in my love..
 
All,
What you believed at was..
How to hurt..
Your lovers..
And,
I’m a living example..
 
I have tasted your painful wounds..
I used to lick them..
Just to keep my strength..
To show you..
How invincible I was..
 
I have tasted your hell..
I burned myself there too..
Just to show you..
How faithful I was..
 
But,
How did you fall in love..
After all these years..
With me..
Still,
I’m that Gentle lover..
 
I guess what you needed..
Was a Gentle killer..
 
A Gentle killer..
Who knows how to make you love..
Who knows how to make you feel his pains..
Who knows how to make you adore his pains..
Who knows how to hurt you..
Who knows how to make you..
Cry,
Scream,
And for sure..
Jealous..
 
I guess that..
You have changed a lot yourself too..
 
It’s me..
I’m your last lover..
I’m your tourniquet..
I’m your Gentle Killer..
 
M.
©2006
 
 
 
 
 
           

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Published on e-Stories.org on 10/14/2006.

 
 

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