The Life Workshop

      I was NOT feeling Holy Holy today.  I've dimmed the Love of His light by pursuing gold and fame.  I'm tarnished.   Pride..hubris..swirls in my cold heart like being penertrated by sharpened ice cycles.  But..God.  There is Mercy..Hope...there is the Life Workshop.  He gave me a vision when I slept last night.  No..not a vision..a peak No..no..NOT a peak..it was more...i saw begind the curtain.  .And I know it was more...because HE has shown it to me, because He has let me see HIS process..the Prodigal Son me is real.  I can let my obsessions die.  I can be released of the shit me who carries a weight  that I was never meant to have and I CAN come back to my Father. The needy me, attention seeking pianist, poet, story teller, prideful of my creations...all of that...whispers "let it go, Joe"  And His voice carried by the music that is not skilled based, NOT joyful from my ability...but joyful..fullfilling in its Being.  And it is HIS all giving  nature, His Love for me, for all sons and daughters, undemanding of "have to-s" and just wanting us to rest in Him.

   So it's with a peaceful heart that He walks with me to the workshop and as we pause in front of the entrance  curtin He looks into my eyes.  And He is smiling and the light of His LOVE for me floods my being and HIS tears come and He hugs me and HIS tears gush from His eyes and wash over me and the icicles in my heart melt away and I can feel the dirt of my flesh being washed away.  All the shame, regrets... guilt ...impurities...all...ALL of IT..going...going..gone in the light of HIS  LOVE.

  And then He releases me from His hug looks into my eyes and He asks..

"So...are you ready?"  And I can feel His percolating excited heart.  And there is a JOY that eminates from Him into me and all I can say is "Yes, Father."  He moves to the entrance curtain and pulls it down hard.   And we enter the workshop and so begins my journey of Love with Him.

(To be continued)

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